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Thursday April 2, 2020: A journal entry:
JESUS WEPT.
A Morning mist of low cloud wrapped soft around the hills.
I read John 6 and tried to ponder on Jesus the living bread. But the mist beckoned and drew me outside, quickly enfolding me in its clammy embrace.
There was no pausing to choose direction. I headed straight up the hill blanketed in the foggy stillness, only birdcall echoing the inner certainty – she’s coming to pray.
Pray up the hill. I haven’t prayed up there for a while. I’ve prayed. But not there on God’s hill, my place of retreat.
At the summit, as cloud drifted and lifted, it was my heart that rained out its anguished plea, the cry for help with COVID19: LORD HEAR OUR PRAYER. Help us Jesus.
That was it. No wordy waffle. I perched on the rim of the damp bench, poised in grief and need; heart, mind and spirit turned to God, “Yet still do I praise you Father, Son and Holy Spirit. Living God.”
A lull then settled over me, like a mute button had been pressed to hush the turmoil of my distressed thoughts and wretched emotions concerning the plight of the world’s people. Wait. Be quiet!
Jesus wept. The words from last Sunday’s reading came to mind loud and clear.
33 When Jesus saw her crying, and the Judaeans who had come with her crying, he was deeply stirred in his spirit, and very troubled. 34 ‘Where have you laid him?’ he asked. ‘Master,’ they said, ‘come and see.’ 35 Jesus burst into tears. (John 11:33-35 NTE)
I too burst into tears, and as I wept, there at the top of the hill, I knew he was weeping with me. Weeping with all the world. Weeping for us all.
Turn to me. And I, turning, vision all awash, could see clearly, he was there. Feed my sheep. To this I shook my head, and thought, I’m no pastor. You are a minister of my word. Therefore, speak my word to others. Speak my word to one another. And suddenly understanding dawned. “You aren’t just saying this to me, are you? It’s your call to all of us: Feed your sheep. The responsibility is ours collectively.” And I pictured the scattered sheep, isolated from one another but belonging together and needing creative new ways of being church and speaking grace and hope to one another and others.
I plunged, then, down the hill, not following the worn paths but winding down the steeper slope, weaving through knee high weeds, around rocky mounds and patches of slippery flattened grass, to emerge at the wider base track.
Now is the time to forge new paths. Jesus is still the Way, the “base track” of my faith remains the same. It’s the network of familiar paths that represent how we have lived out our faith, that have fallen away, not God’s word or his kingdom, or his love.
I am thankful for this love that comes to us where we are: scattered sheep weeping in the mist of uncertainty. I’m thankful that Jesus wept and that his way isn’t set in stone. That he comes and calls us to discover a new and living way, today and tomorrow and the next day. Hallelujah! This is a new day! And the Jesus who weeps with us in our distress will renew us and lead us on beyond COVID19.
JESUS WEPT.
The autumn sun filtered a pale ray through the drifting grey. A reminder that the God who weeps, also sheds light as well as tears.
Heart faith
by Tatiana Overduin
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I say these things so you might be saved (John 5:34b).
Read John 5:31–40
This text offers an amazing insight into Jesus’ own testimony as the one sent from his Father. The preceding verses reveal a conversation between Jesus and the Jewish leaders, who are seeking validation of who he is – his authority and authenticity. Jesus rebukes the leaders because they look for human validation through witnesses rather than trusting in his teachings and miracles (verse 36).
Jesus reveals the truth of who he is, testifying that it is God the Father who has sent him (verse 37). It is also important to note that they do not believe his message because they do not believe in their hearts (verse 38). They search the Scriptures for eternal life, yet refuse to believe that Jesus is the one sent from the Father – the one to whom the Scriptures point (verse 40). Jesus continues to rebuke them, saying that he knows they do not have God’s love within them because they have rejected him (verse 42).
Heart – faith. As I reflect on this text, I think about ‘heart faith’. How often I lose heart over what are, in hindsight, insignificant things. To lose heart is to become discouraged. If I place my trust in earthly things, such as other people’s approval, it is no wonder I lose heart. Jesus himself says in verse 44: ‘No wonder you can’t believe! For you gladly honour one another but do not seek the honour that comes from the one who alone is God.’
What is our measure of success, faith and trust in God alone? It is so easy to become caught up in the troubles and cares that fill our lives, or in what others think. Our guide should always be to live lives pleasing to God: trusting him for all our needs and trusting him even when we are prone to doubt.
Heart faith grows as we read the Scriptures daily, because the whole of Scripture points to Jesus. Jesus tells the Jewish leaders that ‘Moses wrote about him’ (verse 46), and goes on to say, ‘If you do not believe what he wrote, how will you believe what I say?’
The whole Bible is a testimony to Jesus. It is a story that points to him: ‘The Scriptures point to me!’ (verse 39). In heart faith, we read the word, trusting, knowing and believing wholeheartedly in the truth, who is Christ Jesus. He says these things so that we may be saved (verse 34).
Believe in your hearts. Believe in him who has taken away the sin of the world. Believe in his promises. And when you find yourself ‘losing heart’, fill your heart with his truth and be saved.
Dear Lord Jesus, help us to have heart faith: a faith that doesn’t waver when we feel overwhelmed or discouraged. Lead us to seek you in all things so that we can be strengthened to encourage others and witness to the hope we have found in you. Amen.
Tatiana is a member of Bethlehem Lutheran Church in Adelaide, where she enjoys singing on the music roster. She is married and has two adult children and six grandchildren. Now retired from full-time secondary education, she pursues her creative interests in fibre arts, taking inspiration from God’s hand evident in the beauty of creation.
What the Lord will do for you
by Tatiana Overduin
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‘Yes,’ says the Lord, ‘I will do mighty miracles for you’ (Micah 7:15a).
Read Micah 7:14–20
One of the things I struggle with in my daily walk with God is the impact of media. Whether it’s watching Australian or world news, scrolling on Facebook or watching films and shows on Amazon Prime while engaging in a craft activity such as spinning wool or knitting, it’s easy for me to have the TV on.
We know that engaging with media has become a huge part of our lives: it’s often difficult to ‘switch off’. It’s habitual and, at times, necessary. But I do find myself getting so wrapped up in a TV series, or worse still, deeply affected by the news, that I can find myself easily falling into despair. Yes, it is important to know what’s going on in the world, but this daily bombardment of information can cause fear and distress.
God’s word is the antidote to this fear and distress. Engaging daily with Scripture brings a different result. Today’s reading from Micah contains key words that offer great comfort that the news cannot give.
Protection: God speaks to us and promises protection for his people, leading them as his special possession (verse 14).
Provision: Even though they are alone (verse 14), he provides fertile pastures.
In a time of dramatic world unrest and increasing lack, God’s assurance of safety and abundance comforts us: ‘The Shepherd cares for his flock’ (verse 14). And he continues to say ‘yes’ to you and to me. Daily, despite the noise of modern life, we can give thanks and remember that ‘Yes,’ says the Lord, ‘I will do mighty miracles for you’ (verse 15).
God calls us to trust in him for all we need. He does not want us to doubt his promised goodness. ‘Where is another God like you?’ (verse 18). Today, we are exposed to so many ‘gods’ (you know the list), yet none can ‘pardon our guilt’ or ‘retain anger forever’ (verse 18).
This text instead reassures us of God’s promises: his unfailing love, compassion and faithfulness (verses 18 and 19), just as he showed to Abraham and Jacob. God’s word continues from of old; it remains true and everlasting. Though we may be surrounded by personal trials, confronting media images and disturbing news (both real and imagined), we are encouraged by the gift of being able to turn daily to the best and only source of truth – God’s word.
Dear Triune God, help me daily to turn to your holy word for consolation and comfort. May I pray for those who are suffering in these difficult times to also seek you for protection and provision. In Jesus’ holy name, we pray. Amen.
Tatiana is a member of Bethlehem Lutheran Church in Adelaide, where she enjoys singing on the music roster. She is married and has two adult children and six grandchildren. Now retired from full-time secondary education, she pursues her creative interests in fibre arts, taking inspiration from God’s hand evident in the beauty of creation.
Walk with him – commune with him
by Tatiana Overduin
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Suddenly their eyes were opened, and they recognised him (Luke 24:31a).
Read Luke 24:13–35
Today’s reading from Luke chapter 24 is a rich covenant text, revealing both the divine and personal relationship between our risen Lord Jesus and us in our everyday walk with him.
What becomes evident here is the contrast between human limitation and God’s divinity. Verses 13 to 15 show that, although the two men are discussing the events of that very day – the drama of Jesus’ resurrection and how it had affected their lives – when Jesus comes alongside them, they do not recognise him. Even as they speak about him, he remains a stranger walking with them.
Isn’t this odd? To them, he was just someone there, and they went on to almost insult him (verse 18 paraphrased): ‘You must be the only one around here that doesn’t know what’s been going on! What’s wrong with you?’ They rebuke him with an air of insolent pride. Oh, how human!
The text describes how, as they recount all that has happened to Jesus, he responds patiently, navigating them back to God’s word. It is God’s story, the story of Jesus himself, foretold through the Old Testament prophets. This is God’s divine plan in action, his promise for us.
Only when Jesus gives of himself in the breaking of the bread (verse 31) do they finally recognise him. He was there with them all along, yet they did not truly understand or see him. Only when they commune with him are their eyes opened.
Can it, at times, be a little like that for us, too? There is a daily temptation to be puffed up with knowledge about Jesus, which can fill us and yet blind us, so that we fail to fully recognise that Jesus is right here, walking alongside us through all the tribulations and joys in our daily walk. Do we acknowledge that he is always with us? Can we – and do we – recognise him, perhaps even in conversation with a ‘stranger’?
I reflect on this text in my own arrogance and lack of faith as I journey through my daily walk with Jesus. There are times when I forget that he is walking with me; times when I search for answers elsewhere instead of relying on God’s promises. I need not fear or worry, but trust him in all things. May the ‘human face’ of the two men on the Emmaus walk be a daily reminder that we also see, trust, honour and obey his divine providence in our lives, as we journey and commune with him. May our eyes and hearts be fully opened to his promises.
Dear Lord Jesus, I can’t see you unless my eyes are opened to you. Dear Holy Spirit, guide me to seek your truth in my daily walk. Dear Father God, lead me to trust in you through your holy word. Amen.
Tatiana is a member of Bethlehem Lutheran Church in Adelaide, where she enjoys singing on the music roster. She is married and has two adult children and six grandchildren. Now retired from full-time secondary education, she pursues her creative interests in fibre arts, taking inspiration from God’s hand evident in the beauty of creation.