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Thursday April 2, 2020: A journal entry:
JESUS WEPT.
A Morning mist of low cloud wrapped soft around the hills.
I read John 6 and tried to ponder on Jesus the living bread. But the mist beckoned and drew me outside, quickly enfolding me in its clammy embrace.
There was no pausing to choose direction. I headed straight up the hill blanketed in the foggy stillness, only birdcall echoing the inner certainty – she’s coming to pray.
Pray up the hill. I haven’t prayed up there for a while. I’ve prayed. But not there on God’s hill, my place of retreat.
At the summit, as cloud drifted and lifted, it was my heart that rained out its anguished plea, the cry for help with COVID19: LORD HEAR OUR PRAYER. Help us Jesus.
That was it. No wordy waffle. I perched on the rim of the damp bench, poised in grief and need; heart, mind and spirit turned to God, “Yet still do I praise you Father, Son and Holy Spirit. Living God.”
A lull then settled over me, like a mute button had been pressed to hush the turmoil of my distressed thoughts and wretched emotions concerning the plight of the world’s people. Wait. Be quiet!
Jesus wept. The words from last Sunday’s reading came to mind loud and clear.
33 When Jesus saw her crying, and the Judaeans who had come with her crying, he was deeply stirred in his spirit, and very troubled. 34 ‘Where have you laid him?’ he asked. ‘Master,’ they said, ‘come and see.’ 35 Jesus burst into tears. (John 11:33-35 NTE)
I too burst into tears, and as I wept, there at the top of the hill, I knew he was weeping with me. Weeping with all the world. Weeping for us all.
Turn to me. And I, turning, vision all awash, could see clearly, he was there. Feed my sheep. To this I shook my head, and thought, I’m no pastor. You are a minister of my word. Therefore, speak my word to others. Speak my word to one another. And suddenly understanding dawned. “You aren’t just saying this to me, are you? It’s your call to all of us: Feed your sheep. The responsibility is ours collectively.” And I pictured the scattered sheep, isolated from one another but belonging together and needing creative new ways of being church and speaking grace and hope to one another and others.
I plunged, then, down the hill, not following the worn paths but winding down the steeper slope, weaving through knee high weeds, around rocky mounds and patches of slippery flattened grass, to emerge at the wider base track.
Now is the time to forge new paths. Jesus is still the Way, the “base track” of my faith remains the same. It’s the network of familiar paths that represent how we have lived out our faith, that have fallen away, not God’s word or his kingdom, or his love.
I am thankful for this love that comes to us where we are: scattered sheep weeping in the mist of uncertainty. I’m thankful that Jesus wept and that his way isn’t set in stone. That he comes and calls us to discover a new and living way, today and tomorrow and the next day. Hallelujah! This is a new day! And the Jesus who weeps with us in our distress will renew us and lead us on beyond COVID19.
JESUS WEPT.
The autumn sun filtered a pale ray through the drifting grey. A reminder that the God who weeps, also sheds light as well as tears.
The gift of the Spirit
by Tania Nelson
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This is how we know that we live in him and he in us: he has given us of his Spirit (1 John 4:13).
Read 1 John 4:7–21
Today’s Bible reading is an exhortation to ‘love one another, for love comes from God’ (1 John 4:7a). I don’t know about you, but I don’t always feel loving. There are times I avoid people, times when I speak hastily and inappropriately, times when I’m impatient and unkind (actually lots of times when I’m impatient … yes, something I need to work on!). I suspect you, too, have times when that loving feeling is not at the forefront.
However, while loving may not always come naturally, we know that God has given us the Holy Spirit. We can lean on the Spirit for help.
God sent Christ’s Spirit to the disciples at Pentecost, and the crowd heard the disciples preach in their own languages. God gave the Spirit to the 3,000 believers who were baptised that day. God’s Spirit came to you and me in our baptism.
Martin Luther said in his explanation of the third article of the Apostles’ Creed (the article that begins ‘I believe in the Holy Spirit …’):
I believe that I cannot, by my own understanding or strength, believe in Jesus Christ my Lord or come to him; but instead the Holy Spirit has called me through the gospel, enlightened me with his gifts, made me holy and kept me in the true faith, just as he calls, gathers, enlightens and makes holy the whole Christian church on earth and keeps it with Jesus Christ in the one true faith.
Daily in this Christian church the Holy Spirit abundantly forgives all sins – mine and those of all believers. On the Last Day, the Holy Spirit will raise me and all the dead and will give to me and all believers in Christ eternal life.
God’s Spirit is still calling, gathering, enlightening and making us holy. Come, Holy Spirit, and help us to love.
Thank you, Heavenly Father, for giving me your Spirit. Thank you, Jesus, for dying and rising to life for me. Thank you, Spirit of God, for calling me, gathering me into your church, instructing me and making me holy. Amen.
Tania is the ministry lead at Mawson Lakes Community Church in suburban Adelaide and is a pastoral ministry student at Australian Lutheran College. Tania loves taking beach walks with her husband, David, spending time with her family and friends, and reading. Sometimes she is blessed to experience all three of these joys at her family shack on South Australia’s Yorke Peninsula.
Actions speak loudly
by Tania Nelson
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Dear children, let us not love with words or speech but with actions and in truth (1 John 3:18).
Read 1 John 3:11–18
St John’s plea for the children of God to show God’s love through ‘actions and in truth’ reminds me of the words of St Teresa of Avila, who said, ‘We must all try to be preachers by our deeds.’ It also reminds me of the quote, which some have attributed to St Francis of Assisi: ‘Preach the gospel at all times and, when necessary, use words.’ Today’s Bible reading is a helpful reminder that our actions may speak louder than our words.
How do we preach the good news – God’s incredible love for all – by our actions? I think the fruit of the Spirit is a good place to start. When we display love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness and self-control (Galatians 5:22,23), our actions speak loudly.
A friend of mine once said that Christians make the best friends. I pray that this is truly the case! What he meant, I gather, is that Christians can be honest, loyal, trustworthy and accepting of others in their friendships. A challenge for all of us is to love our enemies as we love our friends!
Thanks be to God that he has the final word when I don’t always display the kind of actions and love that I wish to. St John summed up the good news of God’s love for us when he wrote, ‘This is how we know what love is: Jesus Christ laid down his life for us.’ Amen to that!
Spirit of God, fill my heart with love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness and self-control, so that Jesus is known through my actions and in truth. Amen.
Tania is the ministry lead at Mawson Lakes Community Church in suburban Adelaide and is a pastoral ministry student at Australian Lutheran College. Tania loves taking beach walks with her husband, David, spending time with her family and friends, and reading. Sometimes she is blessed to experience all three of these joys at her family shack on South Australia’s Yorke Peninsula.
Act kindly, love mercy, walk humbly
by Tania Nelson
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Treat younger men as brothers, older women as mothers, and younger women as sisters, with absolute purity (1 Timothy 5:1b,2).
Read 1 Timothy 5:1–22
St Paul gives quite the list of dos and don’ts to Timothy in today’s reading. I wonder what particular issues Paul was compelled to correct.
We are given a general clue to the situation in verses 1 and 2: ‘Do not rebuke an older man harshly, but exhort him as if he were your father. Treat younger men as brothers, older women as mothers, and younger women as sisters, with absolute purity.’ The passage speaks of acting mercifully, kindly, with compassion and integrity.
Paul exhorts us, too, to recognise those ‘who are really in need’ (1 Timothy 5:3), to provide for our relatives (1 Timothy 5:8), to show hospitality (1 Timothy 5:10) and to honour spiritual leaders and teachers (1 Timothy 5:17). We are to keep ourselves pure and thereby act toward others with integrity.
Unfortunately, we don’t always act how we should. Acting kindly, loving mercy, walking humbly (Micah 6:8) – well, that’s quite the challenge! How blessed are we that we have a Saviour who forgives us when we have acted badly and forgives us when we have failed to act justly. Jesus died and rose for us, for me, and he sees me as his holy child. I am a sinner and, at the same time, through Jesus, I am a saint. Thank you, Jesus.
Father in heaven, it’s not easy to act kindly, love mercy and walk humbly as I journey through life. Help me treat others as you treat me – with kindness, compassion and love. In Jesus’ name I pray. Amen.
Tania is the ministry lead at Mawson Lakes Community Church in suburban Adelaide and is a pastoral ministry student at Australian Lutheran College. Tania loves taking beach walks with her husband, David, spending time with her family and friends, and reading. Sometimes she is blessed to experience all three of these joys at her family shack on South Australia’s Yorke Peninsula.