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Thursday April 2, 2020: A journal entry:
JESUS WEPT.
A Morning mist of low cloud wrapped soft around the hills.
I read John 6 and tried to ponder on Jesus the living bread. But the mist beckoned and drew me outside, quickly enfolding me in its clammy embrace.
There was no pausing to choose direction. I headed straight up the hill blanketed in the foggy stillness, only birdcall echoing the inner certainty – she’s coming to pray.
Pray up the hill. I haven’t prayed up there for a while. I’ve prayed. But not there on God’s hill, my place of retreat.
At the summit, as cloud drifted and lifted, it was my heart that rained out its anguished plea, the cry for help with COVID19: LORD HEAR OUR PRAYER. Help us Jesus.
That was it. No wordy waffle. I perched on the rim of the damp bench, poised in grief and need; heart, mind and spirit turned to God, “Yet still do I praise you Father, Son and Holy Spirit. Living God.”
A lull then settled over me, like a mute button had been pressed to hush the turmoil of my distressed thoughts and wretched emotions concerning the plight of the world’s people. Wait. Be quiet!
Jesus wept. The words from last Sunday’s reading came to mind loud and clear.
33 When Jesus saw her crying, and the Judaeans who had come with her crying, he was deeply stirred in his spirit, and very troubled. 34 ‘Where have you laid him?’ he asked. ‘Master,’ they said, ‘come and see.’ 35 Jesus burst into tears. (John 11:33-35 NTE)
I too burst into tears, and as I wept, there at the top of the hill, I knew he was weeping with me. Weeping with all the world. Weeping for us all.
Turn to me. And I, turning, vision all awash, could see clearly, he was there. Feed my sheep. To this I shook my head, and thought, I’m no pastor. You are a minister of my word. Therefore, speak my word to others. Speak my word to one another. And suddenly understanding dawned. “You aren’t just saying this to me, are you? It’s your call to all of us: Feed your sheep. The responsibility is ours collectively.” And I pictured the scattered sheep, isolated from one another but belonging together and needing creative new ways of being church and speaking grace and hope to one another and others.
I plunged, then, down the hill, not following the worn paths but winding down the steeper slope, weaving through knee high weeds, around rocky mounds and patches of slippery flattened grass, to emerge at the wider base track.
Now is the time to forge new paths. Jesus is still the Way, the “base track” of my faith remains the same. It’s the network of familiar paths that represent how we have lived out our faith, that have fallen away, not God’s word or his kingdom, or his love.
I am thankful for this love that comes to us where we are: scattered sheep weeping in the mist of uncertainty. I’m thankful that Jesus wept and that his way isn’t set in stone. That he comes and calls us to discover a new and living way, today and tomorrow and the next day. Hallelujah! This is a new day! And the Jesus who weeps with us in our distress will renew us and lead us on beyond COVID19.
JESUS WEPT.
The autumn sun filtered a pale ray through the drifting grey. A reminder that the God who weeps, also sheds light as well as tears.
What an inaugural vision that was!
by Sal Huckel
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This was the appearance of the likeness of the glory of the Lord. When I saw it, I fell facedown, and I heard the voice of one speaking (Ezekiel 1:28b).
Read Ezekiel 1:4–6,22–28
Perhaps for you, like me, today’s reading is a challenge to relate to or even picture in our mind’s eye. This is Ezekiel’s ‘inaugural’ vision! Wow, the first time he heard from the Lord, this is what it was like. Ezekiel’s ‘entry-level’ experience!
Some of us will have had dramatic experiences of the Lord, while others, quietly growing and maturing in their faith, may never have experienced anything they would consider interesting to others or worth writing down for all to see.
Long ago, hearing those kinds of stories had me doubt if I was really saved (can you tell I wasn’t Lutheran yet?!). Yet now I share snippets of God’s work in my life when things come up in conversation, amazing passages I may have read and had a realisation over, or a lightbulb moment in church that I write down to think about later when I hear a verse of Scripture that is a treasure for a particular kind of question.
So, what do you make of today’s passage? Perhaps it’s a reflection opportunity: what was your ‘inaugural experience’ of the Lord? Or perhaps it’s the descriptions used in connection with the Lord’s voice (‘roar of rushing waters’, ‘tumult of an army’). How did Ezekiel recognise the likeness of the Lord? We may have so many questions. We see so many descriptions of different encounters of the Lord in Scripture and so many descriptors of his voice.
One thing we know: we hear his voice in Scripture. This is where we find him; this is how we recognise him. ‘My sheep know my voice’ (John 10:27). Stay in Scripture, learn his voice, and follow and recognise only him.
Lord, may I steep myself in your word so much so that I can never mistake anyone’s voice for yours. Thank you for guiding me through my faith journey so far: the valleys, the mountaintops, the parts that seemed ordinary and the wild rides as well. May I use my experience and my testimony to show others who you are and how they can recognise you too. In Jesus’ name, Amen.
Sal is the wife of Matthew, pastor at Moorabbin–Dandenong Lutheran Church and assistant bishop of the LCA Vic–Tas District. They are blessed with six children who all love and serve the Lord in their different walks of life, from high school to post-grad. Sal is currently studying a master’s degree in counselling practice. She loves writing, speaking and walking to the beach at any opportunity.
‘Of kings and emperors’
by Sal Huckel
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No one is like you, Lord; you are great, and your name is mighty in power (Jeremiah 10:6).
Read Jeremiah 10:6–16
This week, my family and I visited the ‘ROME: Empire, Power, People’ exhibition at the Melbourne Museum. My children are better educated than I was at their age, so they explained to me the significance of the statues and buildings erected in honour of emperors. Apparently, there were two ways to cement your legacy as an emperor:
- Win a war and add a province to the Empire.
- Construct a public building – a palace or a temple with your name on it (preferably both).
Bad news, emperors! ‘No one is like you, Lord; you are great and your name is mighty in power … Among all the wise leaders of the nations and in all their kingdoms, there is no one like you’ (Jeremiah 10:6,7).
As if that’s not enough: ‘They are all senseless and foolish; they are taught by worthless wooden idols.’
However we feel about the ‘King’s Speech 2.0’ (as we hear and maybe even cheer for King Charles’ recent rhetoric in the USA), we know that our great and almighty God made the earth by his power! One cannot add to these words, so let’s read them together (Jeremiah 10:12,13):
But God made the earth by his power;
he founded the world by his wisdom
and stretched out the heavens by his understanding.
When he thunders, the waters in the heavens roar;
he makes clouds rise from the ends of the earth.
He sends lightning with the rain
and brings out the wind from his storehouses.
Friends! This is our God!
We pray the final verse of the hymn ‘The day thou gavest, Lord, is ended’ by John Ellerton (1870):
‘So be it, Lord; thy throne shall never like earth’s proud empires, pass away. Thy kingdom stands, and grows forever till all thy creatures own thy sway.’ Lord, thank you for adding me to the people of your inheritance (verse 16). My great and almighty God through Jesus Christ our Lord, Amen.
Sal is the wife of Matthew, pastor at Moorabbin–Dandenong Lutheran Church and assistant bishop of the LCA Vic–Tas District. They are blessed with six children who all love and serve the Lord in their different walks of life, from high school to post-grad. Sal is currently studying a master’s degree in counselling practice. She loves writing, speaking and walking to the beach at any opportunity.
Talk with the walk, and walk the talk
by Sal Huckel
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These commandments that I give you today are to be on your hearts. Impress them on your children (Deuteronomy 6:6,7a).
Read Deuteronomy 6:4–15
Discipleship is a 24/7 job, and we spend a few hours of that time each week at church. As parents, we need to realise that we have a big responsibility to raise our children in the faith – promises we indeed make at their baptisms.
Today’s reading gives us a lovely picture of what it means to raise our children in the faith. Nothing fancy: just living our lives, as a family, talking about the Lord, teaching our children his ways as we sit at home, walk along the road, as we lie down, as we get up … as we go to the shops, drive them to basketball, and if we can throw in a few Colin Buchanan concerts along the way we can add some craziness and fun into the mix.
If we want to, we can put Christian symbols around our house, buy lovely prints from the Christian bookstore and set out ‘who we are’ and ‘whose we are’ as a family. In fact, for years now, as I drive the kids to their sports games, or their casual work, or give them massively tight goodbye hugs and wave them off to university at the airport, I say, ‘Remember who you are, and whose you are.’ They know what that means because we’ve discipled them and taught them.
Who are you walking along the road of life with right now? If you’re not walking anywhere these days, who is in the same room as you? Who’s brought you your cup of tea or your medicine? You are a precious and valued team member to whom the Lord entrusts his kingdom work, wherever you are and whatever you’re doing. Remember who you are and whose you are! Love the Lord your God with all your strength, and he will work through you.
Lord, thank you for the teaching I have received in my life to now. Thank you for those who have discipled and taught me the faith. Please show me whom I, too, can disciple, teach and encourage. Lord, I also pray for our pastors. May they be upheld by those in their congregations, sharing the load and using their gifts, all for the glory of God. In Jesus’ name, Amen.
Sal is the wife of Matthew, pastor at Moorabbin–Dandenong Lutheran Church and assistant bishop of the LCA Vic–Tas District. They are blessed with six children who all love and serve the Lord in their different walks of life, from high school to post-grad. Sal is currently studying a master’s degree in counselling practice. She loves writing, speaking and walking to the beach at any opportunity.