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Thursday April 2, 2020: A journal entry:
JESUS WEPT.
A Morning mist of low cloud wrapped soft around the hills.
I read John 6 and tried to ponder on Jesus the living bread. But the mist beckoned and drew me outside, quickly enfolding me in its clammy embrace.
There was no pausing to choose direction. I headed straight up the hill blanketed in the foggy stillness, only birdcall echoing the inner certainty – she’s coming to pray.
Pray up the hill. I haven’t prayed up there for a while. I’ve prayed. But not there on God’s hill, my place of retreat.
At the summit, as cloud drifted and lifted, it was my heart that rained out its anguished plea, the cry for help with COVID19: LORD HEAR OUR PRAYER. Help us Jesus.
That was it. No wordy waffle. I perched on the rim of the damp bench, poised in grief and need; heart, mind and spirit turned to God, “Yet still do I praise you Father, Son and Holy Spirit. Living God.”
A lull then settled over me, like a mute button had been pressed to hush the turmoil of my distressed thoughts and wretched emotions concerning the plight of the world’s people. Wait. Be quiet!
Jesus wept. The words from last Sunday’s reading came to mind loud and clear.
33 When Jesus saw her crying, and the Judaeans who had come with her crying, he was deeply stirred in his spirit, and very troubled. 34 ‘Where have you laid him?’ he asked. ‘Master,’ they said, ‘come and see.’ 35 Jesus burst into tears. (John 11:33-35 NTE)
I too burst into tears, and as I wept, there at the top of the hill, I knew he was weeping with me. Weeping with all the world. Weeping for us all.
Turn to me. And I, turning, vision all awash, could see clearly, he was there. Feed my sheep. To this I shook my head, and thought, I’m no pastor. You are a minister of my word. Therefore, speak my word to others. Speak my word to one another. And suddenly understanding dawned. “You aren’t just saying this to me, are you? It’s your call to all of us: Feed your sheep. The responsibility is ours collectively.” And I pictured the scattered sheep, isolated from one another but belonging together and needing creative new ways of being church and speaking grace and hope to one another and others.
I plunged, then, down the hill, not following the worn paths but winding down the steeper slope, weaving through knee high weeds, around rocky mounds and patches of slippery flattened grass, to emerge at the wider base track.
Now is the time to forge new paths. Jesus is still the Way, the “base track” of my faith remains the same. It’s the network of familiar paths that represent how we have lived out our faith, that have fallen away, not God’s word or his kingdom, or his love.
I am thankful for this love that comes to us where we are: scattered sheep weeping in the mist of uncertainty. I’m thankful that Jesus wept and that his way isn’t set in stone. That he comes and calls us to discover a new and living way, today and tomorrow and the next day. Hallelujah! This is a new day! And the Jesus who weeps with us in our distress will renew us and lead us on beyond COVID19.
JESUS WEPT.
The autumn sun filtered a pale ray through the drifting grey. A reminder that the God who weeps, also sheds light as well as tears.
Godly people?
by Peter Bean
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The Lord knows how to rescue godly people from their trials (2 Peter 2:9a).
Read 2 Peter 2:1–10a
If you have read this whole passage, you might be left wondering what hope is there? Unless you are a holy, righteous person, and so never sin, any of the following might apply: you will not be spared (verse four), you will be condemned (verses three and six), and God will be hard on you (verse 10).
Woe is me! If I may be bold enough, woe is you!
Who among us is a holy, righteous person? Who among us is godly? If we follow the demands in this passage – to avoid false teaching, to not be greedy, to practise hospitality and to be holy, unlike everyone around us – we are in trouble. Because, in reality, we are just like everyone around us.
How much do we fit into society? How often do we accept cultural norms, even though they may be questionable? How often do we live as Christ lived, with grace and peace pouring out from us, with compassion and mercy towards the asylum seeker, the refugee or those who are different from us? Quite often, we fail.
BUT … The great gospel ‘but’! The Lord knows how to rescue godly people from their trials. Being godly starts with God. Being godly is a gift won by Jesus. Being godly is a daily breath of life from the Holy Spirit.
Nothing to do with my goodness, righteousness or holiness! The only way I am holy is through the gift of love, the gift of presence and the gift of new life – as it was for all the righteous people throughout the Bible. God takes the initiative. God rescues Noah, Lot, David and Paul. God rescues you. God rescues me. He turns us into holy people who can reflect grace and peace, live with compassion and mercy, and practise justice and integrity. Lord, make me holy again!
Thank you, God, for your grace, peace, love and mercy. Help me to rest in these gifts and live as your person. Amen.
Despite the cold spring in South Australia’s Adelaide Hills, it is mulberry-picking time, which means mulberry jam, pies and mulberries every way you can imagine. Peter prays that you enjoy whatever God offers you each day. Having now paraphrased Psalms 1–100, Peter invites you to read them anew, applying them to your lives. If you would like his paraphrase of any of these psalms, send your request to pbean087@gmail.com
Keep reminding each other
by Peter Bean
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Therefore, I will always remind you about these things – even though you already know them (2 Peter 1:12).
Read 2 Peter 1:12–21
Reminders are pretty important in our lives. People set alarms for appointments, get reminder calls and are constantly reminded by road signs about how fast to drive, which lane to be in, and so on. How would we survive without reminders?
The Apostle Peter said he would always remind the people he was writing to about these things. Not what I have just mentioned. But the things that give life: grace and peace, walking with Jesus daily, and allowing the Holy Spirit to move in our lives.
How do you remind yourself, your family and your friends of these things? Perhaps you use a daily devotion (this one?), a Bible-reading guide, a quiet time, or a walk along the beach or in nature. Our wonderful Creator God gives us many reminders as we go about our daily lives. Sometimes, we just need to open our eyes to see them.
These reminders, like the words of the prophets pointing to Jesus, are ‘like a lamp shining in a dark place’ (verse 19). Reminders of Jesus, of grace and peace and of the Creator’s generosity and abundance all bring light to our lives, hope when we are anxious, comfort when we need comforting and life when death seems close.
How do you remind yourself, your family and your friends? If you don’t know how, ask the Holy Spirit to breathe the breath of life in you, to allow your creative side to emerge, to find reminders that assist you to live life fully and to bless those around you.
Remember grace and peace, love and joy, hope and compassion, and live with Jesus in your heart.
Holy Spirit, give us life. Remind us of grace and peace. Enable us to be like a lamp shining in a dark place. Amen.
Despite the cold spring in South Australia’s Adelaide Hills, it is mulberry-picking time, which means mulberry jam, pies and mulberries every way you can imagine. Peter prays that you enjoy whatever God offers you each day. Having now paraphrased Psalms 1–100, Peter invites you to read them anew, applying them to your lives. If you would like his paraphrase of any of these psalms, send your request to pbean087@gmail.com
Growing in knowledge
by Peter Bean
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May God give you more and more grace and peace as you grow in your knowledge of God and Jesus our Lord (2 Peter 1:2).
Read 2 Peter 1:1–11
Note the starting point: more and more grace and peace! This is not about head knowledge, but a living, acting faith. That happens when we receive more and more grace and peace.
Verse three tells us: ‘God has given us everything we need’ to lead a godly life. So, do we need to go searching, researching, discussing and questioning to grow in knowledge? Yes, they are all useful, but not the be-all and end-all.
The be-all and end-all is living in grace and peace, living with grace and peace and living through grace and peace. Then knowledge of God, union with Christ, inspiration from the Holy Spirit will – and does – occur. That leads to the practice of the gifts mentioned in verses five to seven (similar to the fruit of the Spirit in Galatians 5).
Then verse eight emphasises again that living in, with and through grace and peace leads to knowledge of our Lord Jesus Christ. Much more than head knowledge! We are enabled to ‘share his divine purpose’ (verse four). A scandalous thought, but a life-giving, liberating and freeing one. How do I live more like Jesus? By bathing in grace and peace, letting grace and peace permeate my every bone, my every thought, my every action.
Then ‘working hard’ (NLT) and ‘making every effort’ (NIV) (verse 10) is not a test or about works righteousness – it is simply living as Christ enables us. Imagine what the world would be like if each of us constantly lived in grace and peace, with grace and peace, through grace and peace! Pray for the courage and wisdom to do so.
Thank you, Lord Jesus, for the grace and peace you provide, even when times are tough or we are struggling. Provide more and more grace and peace so we may indeed grow in our knowledge of you. Amen.
Despite the cold spring in South Australia’s Adelaide Hills, it is mulberry-picking time, which means mulberry jam, pies and mulberries every way you can imagine. Peter prays that you enjoy whatever God offers you each day. Having now paraphrased Psalms 1–100, Peter invites you to read them anew, applying them to your lives. If you would like his paraphrase of any of these psalms, send your request to pbean087@gmail.com