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Thursday April 2, 2020: A journal entry:
JESUS WEPT.
A Morning mist of low cloud wrapped soft around the hills.
I read John 6 and tried to ponder on Jesus the living bread. But the mist beckoned and drew me outside, quickly enfolding me in its clammy embrace.
There was no pausing to choose direction. I headed straight up the hill blanketed in the foggy stillness, only birdcall echoing the inner certainty – she’s coming to pray.
Pray up the hill. I haven’t prayed up there for a while. I’ve prayed. But not there on God’s hill, my place of retreat.
At the summit, as cloud drifted and lifted, it was my heart that rained out its anguished plea, the cry for help with COVID19: LORD HEAR OUR PRAYER. Help us Jesus.
That was it. No wordy waffle. I perched on the rim of the damp bench, poised in grief and need; heart, mind and spirit turned to God, “Yet still do I praise you Father, Son and Holy Spirit. Living God.”
A lull then settled over me, like a mute button had been pressed to hush the turmoil of my distressed thoughts and wretched emotions concerning the plight of the world’s people. Wait. Be quiet!
Jesus wept. The words from last Sunday’s reading came to mind loud and clear.
33 When Jesus saw her crying, and the Judaeans who had come with her crying, he was deeply stirred in his spirit, and very troubled. 34 ‘Where have you laid him?’ he asked. ‘Master,’ they said, ‘come and see.’ 35 Jesus burst into tears. (John 11:33-35 NTE)
I too burst into tears, and as I wept, there at the top of the hill, I knew he was weeping with me. Weeping with all the world. Weeping for us all.
Turn to me. And I, turning, vision all awash, could see clearly, he was there. Feed my sheep. To this I shook my head, and thought, I’m no pastor. You are a minister of my word. Therefore, speak my word to others. Speak my word to one another. And suddenly understanding dawned. “You aren’t just saying this to me, are you? It’s your call to all of us: Feed your sheep. The responsibility is ours collectively.” And I pictured the scattered sheep, isolated from one another but belonging together and needing creative new ways of being church and speaking grace and hope to one another and others.
I plunged, then, down the hill, not following the worn paths but winding down the steeper slope, weaving through knee high weeds, around rocky mounds and patches of slippery flattened grass, to emerge at the wider base track.
Now is the time to forge new paths. Jesus is still the Way, the “base track” of my faith remains the same. It’s the network of familiar paths that represent how we have lived out our faith, that have fallen away, not God’s word or his kingdom, or his love.
I am thankful for this love that comes to us where we are: scattered sheep weeping in the mist of uncertainty. I’m thankful that Jesus wept and that his way isn’t set in stone. That he comes and calls us to discover a new and living way, today and tomorrow and the next day. Hallelujah! This is a new day! And the Jesus who weeps with us in our distress will renew us and lead us on beyond COVID19.
JESUS WEPT.
The autumn sun filtered a pale ray through the drifting grey. A reminder that the God who weeps, also sheds light as well as tears.
Seasoned for peace
by Anita Foster
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Salt is good, but if salt has lost its saltiness, how can you season it? Have salt in yourselves, and be at peace with one another (Mark 9:50).
Read Mark 9:42–50
The start of this passage in Mark can be quite confronting! When it warns about giving in to the temptation of sin, it’s graphic and straight to the point. Once again, Jesus encourages us to reflect on our actions and how they might impact others’ faith. The extreme language Jesus uses emphasises how deeply God cares about the things that can damage and corrupt life, faith and community.
The final verse of the passage utilises the image of salt, a recurring picture in Jesus’ teachings. Have you ever added too much salt to a dish you’ve cooked? When making butter chicken during the COVID-19 lockdown, my husband accidentally read a teaspoon of salt as a tablespoon in the recipe. Let me tell you, the dish was intense! But what about when something is lacking in salt or flavour and is just bland? Asian flavours often have the perfect blend of sweetness, sourness, spiciness and saltiness. Jesus affirms that salt is good – especially in those days, when it was used as a seasoning, a fertiliser, an antiseptic and a preservative. Salt brings the flavours of foods to life and keeps them good for longer.
But it can lose those salty properties. If salt is exposed to moisture or diluted, it can become less salty. Particularly in Jesus’ time, rock salt could become contaminated by pollutants, like gypsum dust from the Jordan River Valley, rendering it less salty and therefore useless. Salt was also highly valued and used in Jewish grain offerings and to demonstrate friendship and covenant.
How can we, as disciples, stay salty? What is Jesus saying when he encourages us to have salt in ourselves and to be at peace with one another? It would likely involve living a life that stays connected to God’s gracious covenant relationship with us. To act in ways that avoid the corruption and damage of life, faith and community.
To be at peace with one another is a significant final note – it shows the value Jesus places on humility, forgiveness, service and not arguing about who is best. (A tiny bit earlier in Mark, we hear about the disciples arguing on the road about who is the most important.) By coming together in unity and peace, we can proclaim the gospel of Christ to the world in a way that brings out its ‘God flavour’ most effectively.
God of covenant, preserve us in your love so that we may bring life and peace to others. Teach us to live in unity, reflecting the flavour of your kingdom in the world. May our lives be seasoned with grace, humility and peace. Amen.
Anita Foster lives in Melbourne’s outer east with her husband and three teen and tween daughters. She is the Director of Faith and Formation at Luther College in Croydon, and she loves teaching, theatre, being in nature and finding new ways to express her creativity.
Out of the basket
by Anita Foster
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… Is a lamp brought in to be put under the bushel basket or under the bed and not on the lampstand? (Mark 4:21)
Read Mark 4:21–25
I have a basket in my house. A rather large one, perhaps even the size of a bushel basket – I’m not sure! This basket is the place where I quickly hide clutter in our house when I want the place to look tidy. It’s where things go when I don’t have time to sort them out yet or put them in their proper place, but when I also don’t want the contents of the basket on display. My children sometimes do the same thing when I ask them to tidy their room, hiding things away under their beds.
This passage about light and hearing is found amid Jesus’ use of parables to teach about the kingdom of God. It follows the Parable of the Sower and Jesus’ explanation of both the parable and his use of parables with the disciples.
Jesus asks whether you would hide away a lamp under the bed or under a basket. It’s a bit like the ultimate rhetorical question or appeal to our common sense. Would we? Of course not! Because the purpose of a lamp is to shed light, not to be hidden.
I wonder then, what that looks like for the purpose of God’s word in our own lives? Is the Living Word shining and on display in our homes and lives? Is it an active and lived part of us, listening to God and seeking to understand more about the kingdom of God?
Or perhaps there are times when it is more convenient for God’s word or our faith life to stay hidden away in the basket, the shelf or under the bed. Shoved away or compartmentalised. Applied in certain situations but not others.
Can people see Christ through our actions? Do we seek to bring God’s word to life in ways that others can understand, as Jesus does through these parables? I wonder what simple, faithful words and actions could allow God’s goodness to shine through you today?
Lord, help us not to hide our faith, but to live it openly and faithfully each day. Give us courage and strength to let your light be seen. Amen.
Anita Foster lives in Melbourne’s outer east with her husband and three teen and tween daughters. She is the Director of Faith and Formation at Luther College in Croydon, and she loves teaching, theatre, being in nature and finding new ways to express her creativity.
A light that changes things
by Anita Foster
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In the same way, let your light shine before others, so that they may see your good works and give glory to your Father in heaven (Matthew 5:16).
Read Matthew 5:13–20
Light changes things. It can change a mood and help us and others to see things more clearly, especially those things that are hard to find or see in the dark. We talk about ‘shedding light’ on situations. In fact, we need light for our eyes to function properly.
On 22 January 2026, Australians were encouraged to light a candle on doorsteps or windows as a message of hope, unity and remembrance in the wake of the Bondi Beach terror attack. An action that provides a hopeful glimmer of light after a distressing time.
When Jesus discusses light in this passage, it comes from the famous Sermon on the Mount. Jesus teaches that we are light in this world. Light to help others see God more clearly. To bring the hope and light of Christ into every situation we find ourselves in.
When Jesus speaks of letting our light shine, it emphasises the purpose of God’s word and the Holy Spirit’s work of faith in us as not just for our own benefit, but for those around us.
Jesus was very familiar with the Jewish rituals involving the lighting of candlesticks and lamps. The simplicity of these everyday items often mirrored the spiritual lives of people. People lit lamps to illuminate their homes, guide their paths and keep darkness away. Lighting a lamp was a sacred act in many households – especially before Sabbath or during worship. The light served as a reminder of God guiding the wilderness journey of his people with a pillar of fire and that God had promised to send a light – the Light – into a world darkened by sin. It wasn’t just about seeing, but welcoming in the peace, safety and presence of God.
In the same way, Jesus calls us to be a presence in the world that offers a guiding light to him, welcoming the peace and presence of God into our surroundings.
Lord Jesus, let your light shine through us today, so that others may see hope and give glory to you. Amen.
Anita Foster lives in Melbourne’s outer east with her husband and three teen and tween daughters. She is the Director of Faith and Formation at Luther College in Croydon, and she loves teaching, theatre, being in nature and finding new ways to express her creativity.